Started typing: 12:22
Currently listening to: Can't Go by the Bown Eyed Girls
So my first try at standing firm failed in spactacular fashion. But since it is the beging of the month I will once again renew my resolve. I think that it might be to much at once...that in itself is a huge problem, let alone the fact that I have this procrastination problem.
This weekend is something I have been looking foward to for a while...Pow Wow. I am hoping that someday I will be able to go to the Many Nations Pow Wow... I look foward to it and know it will be something that is treasured for ages.
I miss my girls so much. Them being married and off with their families, and me at college doesn't help matters. I want so much to change things...mainly distance. I don't know how I am going to handle it when I move out of the country when I miss them so much, and we are still in the same state. I have been trying to put disance between us since graduation and every time I tried it didn't work. Now that I don't want any disance, there is tons of it. Maybe this is a sign and I just don't want to read it.
Everyday I wish more and more that things didn't turn out the way they had in my life, even the small things. On the one hand I know that a good chunk of my history is for the better, but that doesn't keep me from wishing.
"You'll wish your life away."
Currently listening to: Arial Lin - Rely on
Finished Typing: 12:57
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